Archive for January, 2009

You’ve changed, You look fat…

That the comment i get when i chanced upon all my ex-colleagues. I know that i have gained quite some weight ever since 2005. I still remember how i maintained my fitness level after coming out of NS by going for regular jogging session everyday.I was so full of determination and motivation just to maintain my fitness level. Gone were the days where i was determine to go for a jog even i only have an hour to spare. I don’t want to go back to square one.

I have been too focus pursuing a career in my past job. I thought that it was a nice job but with high expectation, i got nothing but disappointment in the end. Since it’s already in the past, i  I don’t want to talk about it right now. Anyway, i don’t want to  give myself any reason for the increase in weight.

I understand that body is mine and i need to do something about it.  No ideal target weight but rather just wanting to focus on regular jogging routine everyday.

PS: One of my New Year resolution 2009 is to complete a marathon.

Feeling Sick on New Year 2009


Can you imagine me waking up on the first day of New Year feeling sick? My whole body is feeling weak and fatigue. I have hope to start on my New Year Resolution 2009 but all i can do is to lie down in bed.


Just can’t wait for the day to end so that i can go back home to my bed. Ah… 1730hrs. TIme seems to pass so slowly today. Praying hard that someone will send me back home or there is available seat in the bus for me.